Hello blog.
I guess time run fast when ur happy,
and it slows down when ur sad.
I just realized how much I miss my life,
partially the part when he was still here, right beside me.
The purpose of this blog is all about him, the love of my life.
on how much love we had, and on how much hatred this years has build.
26102008- a day i will never forget.
its the start of something good,
and 18032010- a day i wish will never comes
its the end of something bad.
God, I want to dream again, He made me believe in dreams.
I could not go a second without thinking "WHY"
Why did I ever do the stupidest mistake ever?
How will I survive this world alone? no longer with him.
I feel like dying, but even death wont accept me.
I want to go, take away what's left on me.
And build this half piece he left with me, again.
Im still breathing now, wishing that my last breath
will come when I'm in his arms
I'm still going strong, wishing I could see him
when the last moment of my life comes
I wish he knew what was it all about
Why did I became such, why didn't I speak the truth?
Why am I always doing this mistake??
I hope deep down him, he will never forget me.
I want to live this world peacefully, knowing that he did once love me
But I guess, its all too late, its over now.
He will never know the truth, and I will never have chance to say it.
How I wish the time I had, I've used wisely
How I wish I told him how much I love him.
How I wish things didn't turn this way.
How I just wish so much things were different...
But wish is just wish, I've never regret anything, though.
If I had the chance to do it again, I'll still pick this.
I'll stick pick to meet him, in any condition.
He was the greatest part of my short journey
And will always remain that.
Thank you, LOVE.
